RSV

This sickness is emotionally draining...There's no cure nor injections...You just wait for the virus to run its course. It may take about 10 days...

We started the kiné, he cries and coughs without a stop during it...I don't like it!

We are doing aerosol, he hates the mask, we're doing it without the mask but still he is not comfortable at all, I don't like it!

At this point the usual pain killer we give him is losing its effect after 2 hours, now we are alternating that one with another one, I don't like it!

He squeaks in pain, he has no sleep at night, sometimes he coughs so much without a stop that I worry about his breath, I don't like it!

I try to breastfeed in little amounts but more often,  he barely eats anything, I see him getting weaker and thinner everyday, I don't like it!

I'm really questioning my choice of sending him to a crèche, feeling incredibly guilty, I don't like it!

I think I need a break...